• It was through my own experience that left me broken in every way That I developed a combination of techniques and modalities that enabled me to experience my own healing journey and the miracle it would be. 

  • I was completely broken in every way-

  • 1. Physically. I had multiple broken bones, nerve damage, and failing organs.

  • 2. Mentally, a severe TBI left me with significant memory loss, quick unpredictable confusion, as a result of the seizures, and scars and wounds all over my body that were embarrassing and unsightly. SPIRITUALLY- Once a man of incredible faith I couldn't understand how God could make me suffer through all this and to make it even harder, losing my son to a woman who had verbally and physically abused me(including pushing me out our bedroom window, falling one floor down onto the bbq grill on the patio below. (YES, she was arrested!) Horrifying, It was at this time that she began to take our son and disappeared, completely ignoring the parenting plan. The Plan itself was the set by the judge only hearing her testimony which was the result of my lawyer withdrawing from my case. (IT WAS LATER REVEALED SHE WAS FRIENDS WITH HER!) It was also during her testimony that she lied to the judge about a hockey jersey I had bought for my son that matched my jersey- a major father son tradition in Canada where I'm from. She had used a lighter to set the jersey on fire directly in front of me, yet told the judge some ridiculous lie that was literally impossible for it to happen as she described. (Court transcript). In the years since, every bday or Christmas when I or my family send him gifts to the address she provides he has never once said thankyou or acknowledged even getting a gift. Ive personally asked to speak with him which she refuses and has even started to say tĥat he doesn't want to talk to me! Its sick and Sad, and was ultimately destroying me me spiritually for not being able to love my son! When they say you can die from a broken heart, I literally almost found out the truth! That you certainly CAN die of a broken heart! I was so sad and depressed I had almost given up and was spending days and weeks in the hospital. Ultimately I endured more 25 procedures and counting (I have 2 more scheduled) one of which includes removing a golf ball sized mass from my cervical region.) All of which I have gone through without my son knowing the truth, or ever being there for me, except for the picture I have of him which I laminated so that I tape it onto my body during each surgery so he's there with me! I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND THIS YEAR I CELEBRATE 10 YEARS OF DEFYING THE ODDS AFTER BEING TOLD IN JUNE OF 2015 THAT I HAD 6 MONTHS TO LIVE...NEEDLESS TO SAY IT IS MY LOVE FOR MY SON THAT HAS KEPT ME ALIVE AND CAN'T WAIT FOR THE TIME HE LEARNS THE TRUTH, AND SEES THE STORÍES, PICTURES, HEARS MY SONGS, HEARS OF HEALING RETREATS, THE ENERGY VORTEXES AND MY BELIEF IN THE UNEXPLAINED AND UNSEEN, THAT HAS SUCCESSFULLY HEALED ME, AND KEEPS HEALING ME, AND NOW ENABLES ME THE BLESSINGS TO HELP OTHERS HEAL.

                      -Fenix

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